Feelings

Its like 3 am and im trying to get tired so i can sleep. i look on facebook and see its one of my cousins on my dads sides birthday. Well in case you don't know i dont really have anything to do with my dad or his family. Not by choice well mine that is. All on him. i decided to look at his pass status's. now i think about it i shouldnt have. hes leaving on his misson on the 10th and is talking at church which my dad failed to mention when i decided to call him last friday (hadnt talked to him since march) and i also found out that they have started a family camping trip for the last 2 years. now as im sitting here im on the brink of crying. Did i really ask for all these trials? Not really having a father, grandpa taken from me at a young age and then my uncle. losing your best friend from stupid actions on their part. job problems, i guess Heavenly Father doesn't give anything i can't handle. There's the saying: I never said it would be easy only that it would be worth it. i only hope its true. well i just hope things start to look up for me.......... on a high note im going to my cabin next weekend with Sydney and Aaron.

Oh look

its been awhile so i thought i would share my Vegas trip

were in nephi here

Virgin river for breakfast

Sid thought this would be funny

waiting for the monorail

Planet Hollywood had cotton candy at the buffet!

Made of ice

these were awesome!

looking down on the water things above

Mandalay bay beach! we spent the day here

Our cabana

Our view bahaha

Lunch that fed 4 more like 5 or 6

My apple juice 3 bucks i paid for and zero refills

Sid was tired

biggest flip flop ever!

Sid and i used to play this when we were little well we tried it and we were rusty but we won stuff

thats about it!