Its like 3 am and im trying to get tired so i can sleep. i look on facebook and see its one of my cousins on my dads sides birthday. Well in case you don't know i dont really have anything to do with my dad or his family. Not by choice well mine that is. All on him. i decided to look at his pass status's. now i think about it i shouldnt have. hes leaving on his misson on the 10th and is talking at church which my dad failed to mention when i decided to call him last friday (hadnt talked to him since march) and i also found out that they have started a family camping trip for the last 2 years. now as im sitting here im on the brink of crying. Did i really ask for all these trials? Not really having a father, grandpa taken from me at a young age and then my uncle. losing your best friend from stupid actions on their part. job problems, i guess Heavenly Father doesn't give anything i can't handle. There's the saying: I never said it would be easy only that it would be worth it. i only hope its true. well i just hope things start to look up for me.......... on a high note im going to my cabin next weekend with Sydney and Aaron.
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Aw sweetie. Try not to worry too much about what your dad and the fam over there are doing. Just look around you and be happy you have what you have. Eventually, everything will be worked out. I didn't get my dad back in my life until I was 22 and even now that I'm 30, we only talk to each other on the phone maybe once every two months. Sometimes, that's just the way it is. Keep your head up!
thanks i will!
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